I really miss
Having a relationship. I miss being able to talk about everything ad anything. Miss having someone to lean on when I need it and be a mess around when I’m a mess. I miss the cute texts and the dates. I miss the cuddling and the kisses. And I miss the love. Honestly. :/ I really miss it
Why do I always do this?
A perfectly nice guy falls for me. I friend zone him. He gets with another girl, and as the best friend I hear all their drama and whatnot. And then I realize I really do like this guy and I could see myself with him and damn it, I’ve lost my chance. Like the type of guy who sends you a massive paragraph of all the things that are awesome about you when you’re in a bad mood. The type that knows you’re stressed over finals and brings you chai tea and redbull. I’m so out of practice dealing with nice guys that when I actually experience being close to one I don’t know how to hang. I honestly don’t know what to do
And what about when you have a best girlfriend who always steals the show? You love being with her 1on1 but add a guy friend into the situation and she one ups every one of your stories and makes sure everything is about her. Even if she knows you have feelings for this guy.
I’m so fed up and uncontent with my life at this moment. Don’t know why this came on so randomly, but damn bro. This sucks.
guys just derping around…